a good friend reminded me today of something very important. something i needed. right at that time.
trust. 
i'm a worrier. i like to be in control. i'm always second guessing. getting my stomach tied up in knots about a possible outcome of a situation.
i'm scared. 
to let go. to give up that control that is held so near to me.


sara groves also reminded me of something today.
peace.


God, 
you give peace. a peace that passes understanding. that wipes away ever worry. every fear. a peace that calms every anxiety. 
put your hand over me, Lord. give me that peace. Your peace.
i love you, Father.